We could have lost our sweet baby Carter this weekend. It was terrifying. The short version is- two friends from the ward and I had a yard sale this weekend at one of the friends' houses. Her house borders a canal. I went to nurse Kai and asked my other friend to keep an eye on Carter. Like any normal mother she must have just gotten side tracked. When I came back from nursing Kai - I asked where Carter was and nobody knew for sure. After I had eliminated the house and the garage I started to panic and just then some Angel hispanic men driving down the canal bank on the back of an old pickup starting yelling over the backyard fence "is this someone's kid?" It was my kid, my little baby had been playing on the bank of the canal alone. He loves the water. He says "hi" to the water when ever we go on walks past the canal. If those men hadn't been there at that time and picked him up he might have drowned and I think my soul would have been buried with him. I cried. And then later I cried some more. How I thank God today that my little boy is still here. That night it was almost like mourning his loss even though he obviously survived. I couldn't get over that devastating feeling- I can't imagine the pain of parents who lose their children in accidents like that. I don't know if I would ever feel alive again if any of my babies died. They are the reason for my life. I have dedicated the rest of my life to serving the Lord by trying my best to raise His sons to be like Him. I'm a little more grateful today for my boys, and even though I like to think I'm not racist- I'm a little more humble- and very thankful that is some Hispanic laborers- people we label as unrefined- saved the life of my little boy.

A Carter Moment: We have started using time out with Carter. He sits on a little chair and I count to ten when he hits or pinches. Today during dinner -out of the blue he sat in his little booster chair and counted out ten pieces of roast! Wow! Haha- the lessons that time out teaches. Who knew. However, so as not to be vain and think my child is completely brilliant- while on our Sunday drive he kept calling the Cow's horses and the horses pigs. And was totally confused about which animal made which sound. It was pretty funny.

A Kai Moment: Kai likes his mommy. Poor daddy. He tries so hard to comfort Kai for me, but just as soon as I take him out of Daddy's arms he calms down and wants to hold my finger with his little hands. It's amazing that a tiny baby can make you feel so important and special. He needs me and I feel fulfilled meeting his needs. However to Daddy's credit- I cannot get him to laugh. He will smile at me but Daddy can get Kai Guy to giggle. It is the cutest happiest sound in the world! He is especially ticklish in his little chubby leg rolls and under his chin.

PS- fly lady is still going well. I'm lovin' it! My house isn't perfect but it's getting a little better every day. I have to start at day 8 now even though technically I should be at day 11 or something. But I'm not discouraged. I'm just happy to be having success as far as I've gotten so far.

Day 5 of fly lady. I'm not doing perfectly at it. But everyday I have gotten my shoes on and tried to get ready at least before noon. I'm getting better at it everyday. The clean sink thing is amazing! I love it! And I've stuck with it this week. It's a Sunday night and my house is actually in good order. What an amazing feeling that is. And it paid off when my brother and sister in law surprised us with a visit. I was so happy I didn't have to worry about trying to pick up all the dirty diapers and clutter in the 10 minutes warning that we had. So awesome.

Yesterday was Carter's official two year old birthday. We actually celebrated it last week in Boise with my family at Jump Time- the ultimate trampoline park. Carter loved it! It was definently a much better idea than his one year old birthday party. When he turned one I themed his birthday party after Dr. Suess and it was adorable- looked like it should have been on pinterest. However- I realize now that was pretty dumb since he didn't care one bit about all the decorations. So this year we celebrated in a way he would enjoy!

A Carter Moment:

Anyway- we decided to put him in a toddler bed a few days ago. He calls it his "new bed" and loves it until its time to get in it. Well after the battle of putting him back in bed about four times we thought he had fallen asleep so Case and I went outside to finish planting our garden. After a few minutes, Casey went around the front of the house to get a few more plants from the front step where we had been "hardening" them. Much to our suprise- there was Carter banging on the outside of the garage door. Yikes! Of course my imagination ran wild about the things that could have happened had Casey not gone back around the house. So Carter looks at Casey and says- "No Bed"! Oh so scary.

A Kai Moment:

Kai learned to scratch his diaper. He thinks the sound is super awesome. He has also started spitting up like every time he eats.  I forgot they do that. Darn. More laundry.

My life feels like chaos-fun, crazy, messy chaos. With my two beautiful boys Carter (2) and Kai (3 months) my house is filled with silly songs and dirty diapers. Since yesterday I about had a major meltdown over the chaos that is my house- I decided I needed to do something different. I remember reading about FlyLady a while back so I decided to try it to bring just a little order to my happy- but extremely messy and cluttery life. There are 31 days of flylady bootcamp so I decided to try it and do it as a personal progress goal to modivate myself. For day 1- yesterday- all I had to do was shine my sink-like some major serious shining. I did it and I was so happy. The goal is to keep it empty and shining all the time. Done. Day 2- get dressed from head to toe- including shoes hair and makeup so I feel like a person with a purpose instead of a pajama wearing barefoot housewife. Done (even though it took me till two and I was supposed to do it first thing). Oh well- I did it and I feel good about it! I'm excited and motivated to continue this total housewife makeover - mostly to preserve my own sanity and perhaps to save the lives of my little boys- and perhaps the affection of my husband. :) 

A Carter Moment: We had FHE on Monday about Temples- we took him to the Twin Falls temple and walked around the grounds pointing everything out about temples. Then this morning in our breakfast prayer (which I say and he repeats) I tried to say Amen, and he said to me "no, no". And then kept praying himself saying "tayto" for "pepple"-his version of Temple- and a long string of others things including the whole extended family and his "nanas and bubber" (bananas and peanut butter) and then finished all by himself with "Christ, Amen". Oh what a proud moment. 

A Kai Moment: Poor baby. I think he has an ear infection. He is still recovering from a yeast infection. (hmmm wondering if this is related to my fairly disgusting house and lack of good hygiene such as washing hands and binkies regularly. oops.) Mother of the year right here. As a side note- while I'm bragging- he is currently sleeping on the counter- soundly and maybe not so safely.